Today is your first day at school. Are you exited?
A little. Are you hungry. - Yes, she is hungry.
If you are up so early, then you wanna hear
what I want to tell you. - Yes.
It's about you.
The best smell in the world!
Tuba Unsal
Riza Kocaoglu
Like I was drunk, Hard to tell.
All went down in a second.
You were like a short sad poem.
All good stuff end fast.
Sping rain was porring,
when I saw you for the first time.
It was all over, like I died,
when you looked at me for the first time and smiled.
Do you remember our first day?
Was like the wind, and you were like comming from a fairy tale.
In from of me were the most beautiful eyes in the world
and my best years.
Do you remember our first day?
Was like the wind, and you were like comming from a fairy tale.
In from of me were the most beautiful eyes in Istanbul
and my best years.
Translated by *Spolding for PTP*
"The more I stay silent, the more people are listening to me.
Time will come when my silence, will silence the tunderstorms."
If someone sees this will think that is was written from a drunk person. GET UP!
Sun is shining in my face.
What happened to your face?
Dating to sisters? - To check their passports?
They are so different. Met one of them.
It was complicated with the little one. Found out when I met her.
Ok, Deria. Next time I will ask for their IDs.
Can't believe.
How the girls found out you've been dating both?
See, this is not the end. And we are good friends.
No one else wants your best like i do!
If tomorrow something happens to you I will be the first to help you!
We couldn't be a couple but you are a good boy.
You deserve better than me.
All women deserve something better than you.
The last one braking with his woman like you
was a second world war officer. Old fashion.
Don't you have something better to do? - No, honey.
What's this?
Deria, don't get how you are still not married? This is great.
Who's not married? Me? Eat your food and shut up.
My hair is going up when you talk.
Ok.
We are gonna sell that song. It's ready. - What happend to the other one?
There in my playlist - to check them. Djan Bonomo wants me to write something for him.
Let's celebrate it. - No brother, it's in the past.
What's in the past? Heard it so many times.
This time for real.
I seduced two sisters.
So What? Happens on TV all the time.
Often. - Not like on TV, it's different.
Before everyone finds out they say "To be continued".
You have a whole week to run away.
The sisters came this morning and jumped on me.
You are so nasty.
Eyebrow? Fell from the bycicle. - What to say?
Don't they know you?
You start something will all women and then you leave them. Poor girls.
Go party somewhere else. This morning Derea, and now you.
This are my girlfriends. My girlfriends.
Never say this.
"Damn how old is our mother, are we gonna be the same in couple years?"
Video for unborn child. - Honey, this is investmen in the future.
Do you mind? - If this is what you want,
will I be able to make a video for my child?
Did you separate? - Yes.
She said she would die if we break up. - It was all good with you.
Yesterday we broke up.
He said: "Cobra, it's no one fault.
Time, time." Do you know what hurts most?
Lost half year. Lost three with Selim.
You know Selim. And five years with Coray. Their lies made me old.
Old? Still looking lit.
Yesterday you were talking weird stuff about the break up.
You gave me so much adviced. Even for my first boyfriend.
Like you didn't break up with Mahmud, but with Coray.
What did you do?
Spit in his face. - What?
While he was talking all those thing I collected my spit in my mounth.
And when he finished I spit in his face.
Saw he is trying to be a modern person
so I answered him old fashion.
And he? - Said: "If you want hit me."
He thought that I will slap him.
Hit him with my shoe. There was blood and spit on his face.
He shut up.
Turned around and left like someone was chasing me.
Never liked the silent one. - Me to.
Why? What's wrong? - He is idiot. Acts like he is cool.
Here we are talking women to women but maybe the men are doing the same.
How is it possible? What are all those stuff?
Tell me? Doesn't touch me at all.
See if a man talk too much it means there is something.
This is his girlfriend.
You are here with us and he is there talking: "I did this, I did that."
This is horrible. - Animal, real animal.
Stealing our time. Makes you sad.
Leave it. - This girl Derea.
Why she cares so much about you? - Enough, enough.
We are friends, son. She is really sweet girl.
She is a good girl, but why you are always getting involved with bad girls?
Are your standarts? - No, nothing like that.
If iy could, would happen a long time ago.
Don't talk like she wants it but I don't. There was a time I was hitting on her.
Hello. Have you been to Hoto before?
I haven't too. So we know each other from this place.
So we met here. - You won't forget me, right?
How could I forget you?
How could i forget the paper in you hair?
Oh, so it didn't work? - No, I was left alone.
So you couldn't impress her and you stayed friends?
What are you talking about? It all can change.
Good, Hakan,
that you can treat a girl like her like a friend from the army.
Thank you, animal. - Thank you, animal.
Just gonna tell you that her attention to you is not very normal.
You are so bad.
You look at girls like they are a baggage.
Son, leave it. There is something between you and her.
NO! We are just friends.
Let me be just a friend at least with one girl.
Can't we just be friends? - Girl-friend?
You are so rude.
You could make a perfect couple.
You both can't take your walls down.
She and you. Great couple. Telling you!
As I said - I am not against it.
Why you didn't say you are not ready?
Deria, they almost ate me. - Leave it.
If they arrest against love crimes you would be the first.
"Take this one" Careful, son.
All will recognize you and will scream : "Mrs Derea! Mrs. Derea!"
You got the whole world but I will stay away.
Derea I will write this here so everyone knows.
Tired? Hard with so much women right?
It's not that. - What then?
Every morning I am getting up with regret.
Waking up saying: "Thank you, thank you."
I see unknown women next to me.
Praying "Please, make her leave ASAP".
You brought her. - Not like that.
In the morning it's all different.
Coming home alone at night, is like admiting your failure.
Derea, there are all kind of women. Long - short, fat - skinny.
Some of them looking like Granades.
You wake up and next to you is a Granade.
Some are dirty. - No, shut up.
"Why are you so dirty, girlfriend? You are a woman."
You are acting like a predator, in the morning the girl is the animal.
I am always the one to blame. You are acting like very brave,
but if we take a look inside… - What we will find?
When I was wrong? - Will you give me a word?
What are you talking about? - If till the end of the summer
we are not parents, we will have a child together.
Every girl gives such a promis to her friend - man.
"Mahmut, if we haven't met our soulmate, and have child
we will have one together, right?"
It's a joke. Just a joke.
This joke, changed my destiny.
You are talking like we are in a comedy.
This is not a vilage boy, it's a big city.
Even without a father I will give birth! - Why without father?
Is he android? I will give it my surname.
Hakan, are you serious?
Ok, let's have a child!
Do you have a woman that wants to give you a child?
There is no one I want to be mother of my child.
See him...
You are staying infront of me making stories.
Don't you thing you time has come? This is what women want.
Hormones, motherhood... All that.
You are smart girl with nice hair.
So if I think this way it makes me "new age"?
We are between Asia and Europe.
Dad from Samsun, mother from Galipoli. Sent their doughter in Istanbul.
After some time her hormones are hitting her and she tells them:
"Daddy, I wanna have kid.
You will have a grandchild." That's it.
How I will explain to the child, where it came from?
So you are like all the rest?
Look, you don't know what you want!
Take your keys. I am not gonna stay in you home anymore!
Derea, please don't over react. Take it.
Talk with me normally.
This is not what I ment. I have another offer.
We won't have a child untill we get married.
We won't do anything.
I will do it the right way, will ask for you hand.
Only we will know that we are married.
No one else will know the truth.
After you give birth we will separate. Won't insult the elders.
This will be our secret.
New form of relationships. - This is what I understood…
We will get married but you will keep dating other women?
This is what you got from all I said? - I will say it this way.
I will sleep with whoever I want. - Yeah, yeah.
What's up, the cool one?
Cool doesn't mean nasty. - What are we?
If we lie all our relatives does it make us modern?
New form of relationships
To lie all the time.
If one day you decide to become a man that's not hitting on his girlfriend,
then bring me my keys. Come on. Brother, where is my jacket?
Deria. - Come on, come on.
Take them and don't make me angry! Take! - Shhht. The boy is getting ready for exam.
How he is doing with ladies? - He is in love.
My lion. Good boy. Good, she doesn't look like his sister.
We saw you. You know how to make an offer. "We are having a child", you are saying.
We saw what you were thinking while looking in my eyes.
When the child will come, Mrs Hakan?
Maybe invitro?
So you want to skip the best part? NO!
We will make love. We will see, Mrs. Deria.
Devil. - Don't call me devil,
take the keys back.
What are you reading? - Why you care?
"To get away from the awkward part"
Ain't you ashamed to reed the underlined?
Didn't they teach you that it's like getting into someones bedroom.
Whatever I do it's always wrong.
How to marry you? This is not how you talk to your husband?
Tonight I will go to see my mom and sister.
Family dinner. - Still think it's a joke?
No. We should've done it a long time ago.
Ain't you tired from people showing you their kids?
Don't you want it too? - I would never do that.
You will, you will. "Uncle, see what boy we have."
Go away! - This is like memory from the army.
No one wan't to hear them but people keep telling them.
When someone shows a picture I will say:
"Leave this, better look at our beautiful Serafetin.
See how beautiful he is"
Why Serafetin? - This is my grandfathers name.
If it's a girl? How you will name her?
You will name her.
So you already thinking about it. - Come on honey, come on!
Ok, ok. Don't be mad I am leaving.
But think about it Derea. Look at our sweet Buse.
You said I will name her? - Yes. You liked the idea?
Come on, Hakan, come on. - Think about it.
If you don't give birth in the next 2 years will have to show pictures of your cat.
Hakan, leave!
Think about Buse.
Shut up!
Buse. - Please, come on.
Jay-jay. - You said you are not coming?
Change in plan. - You are welcome.
Nice to see you.
Who are you, dad? Ruzgar, come here. Come here my lion. How are you?
Hakan, what with your face? - Girls hit me.
You can be serious even for a second. - It's a trap, a trap.
Who is she, do we know her?
No. I will meet you. - Don't mom. The girl will burn.
Why burn? - Didn't I tell you?
Stay away, Faruk.
Me - shut up and mom bringing some girl here
and push me to get married.
Is she worse than the girls you are already dating?
Give me her number to meet her.
Our son is thinking differently, as you know.
He will come with a child and say: "This is your grandchild."
You want to meet him with his new wife.
Bad for you.
Hakan, come with me. Son, leave your uncle alone.
Come to grandpa!
Ok.
Come. - Is it for good?
Taruk. - What's up. You are acting weird.
Taruk is cheating on me.
Women talk with their girlfriedns about this. I am you brother.
Don't wanna talk with other people about this.
You sure? - Yes, in my home.
I picked the furnuture. You know how long I waited for them?
What's the problem? He cheating on you, or because it's in your home?
I get it. What are you gonna do? - Will do the same.
What? - Cheat on him. Told him.
Told him? What he said? - Said "Don't" and left.
I think it's a bad idea.
Hakan, do you have some friend?
What friend? - To cheat to Taruk with.
What? - Ok, I will find myself.
Don't. It's not something you do with someone from the streets!
Not a good idea.
Idiot.
From now on you ain't sleeping with my girlfriends!
How this come? Again about me?
Нека да се спуснем от Рая и да поиграем малко на планетата Земя.
Да се опияним от лъжи и любов.
Ако ще грешим, да грешим заедно.
Ако ще умираме, заедно да го направим.
What's up? - Is it for good?
Today I had fotoshoot, not I am with you.
Ok.
Ok, but this is not the best option.
Friends, here we have someone we all love a lot.
Not only we are the one who love him, you too.
Please clap for Mehmet Erdem.
What's up? - Ok, Memo.
What's up with the song? - I think we have a lyrics.
Ok, Bonomo wants me to send the text too.
Do you know him? - A little.
Is this a necklece? - Yes.
Good on you.
Всички живеем един и същи живот,
не си мисли, че ти си специална.
Колкото повече знаеш, толкова повече беди.
Всъщност ти знаеш какво мисля, времето решава всичко.
На нас ни остава само да чакаме.
Искам да си отворя очите и да те видя пред себе си.
Ела, освободи ме. Изгубих се в тъмнината.
Няма да забравя за нас. Не съм от тези, които си тръгват.
Hey, how are you? - Hey, I am good.
Do you have money? - Have some.
What are you doing? - I will stay for a while here.
Sorry.
Drink? - Go.
Thank you. Doesn't she love you? This is for you.
What can I do. It's not good to drink but sometimes it's allowed.
You are crazy.
Why you called me?
I want to leave you a mark here.
Called you to tell you about what I want.
Sorry. - For what?
I was a little rude. - No.
Do you want me to get you a taxi? - Don't have money.
Not for me. You will pay for it.
Where are you? - At home. Where to be at that time?
Djan is bad, come see him. - What's wrong with brother?
I think he broke up with his girl.
What else? - Don't know, he doesn't tell me.
He is up on the balcony. - Ok, I will talk to him.
I am not bothering you, right?
Whatever I say will be pointless. We learn from our mistakes.
Now maybe in you there is a fight?
Look, don't forget.
Everybody
atleast once in his lifetime gives his heart to someone else.
Trust him/her. But only once.
You trusted a woman and see how you ended.
So don't forget it. This is a big pain,
that will keep you up!
You trated this woman better than all the rest.
You trusted her and now it hurts.
You just make a wrong choice.
It's about you ego.
Djan, brother, look
you will grow up and you ego get smaller,
and the pain will go away.
You will be laughting soon.
The pain will teach you.
They are all the same.
Take the pain.
But don't forget the pain. You will need it later.
We all have been thru this. It's from the age.
At that age girl leave us. But in the future…
They all will be in your legs.
And then every one you want…
Hakan, can you come for a minute?
What are you talking about? - What I've done?
Called you because I thought you will understand him.
The one writing poems, even if they are bad, must understand him.
But I… - Shut up!
What do you want? Him to revenge? All women were the same...
Now he will want to revenge to every next woman.
Where you've learned about all this? All the nonsense.
Deria, I… - Shut up!
Come on, leave! I don't wanna see you.
Tomorrow you will tell me about the women and how you ended like this.
If you need to cry on my shouder. Leave, I am so mad at you.
Things like this happen... - I will tell you...
You called me at midnight and now... - LEAVE!
Trainer, we should drink something.
I told you the rules. We shouldn't.
If you want to train you need to keep the rules.
And don't bother the trainer late at night!
Son, what can I do? Whe always gets me wrong.
Son, if you have problems talk with specialist.
Why, do you remember Eilem? They were dating and working at the same time.
When it's about us she talks differently.
And I don't like it.
Two more weeks and then wedding.
But why? - You know Edje, she doesn't want.
What does she want? Fat husband?
No, she wants to work out together. Do everything together.
She is jealous from you workout trainer (woman)
Doesn't want to go together to Birdju.
So you are leaving not the training, but me?
Trainer from now on we will be only two of us.
Alone.
Cetil still didn't tell you, so I will...
I am getting married! - What?
Yesterday I met a great man.
He started talking me what metal he found.
I told him: "Marry me, or leave!"
Crazy. - Who is crazy? It worked.
I am getting married.
I am shoked. When are you gettin married?
Two weeks from now. - But you don't know him.
I know him. He is creating ads. - What ads?
Director. - Look at her.
Yes. - But isn't he like all the rest?
No. - Why you called me?
I know everything.
Was she beautiful? The woman you cheated with to my sister.
Ok, I won't ask again.
Thank you. - What you gonna do?
All she cares it that it was at our home.
Maybe you need to get another home. - You need to change your mind, not home.
Yeah.
Nothing happened! She came a little earlier. Caught up.
Nothing happend? Are you serious?
Sorry.
Brother if we look at different point to all this…
Use you head.
What is Said-Feid? - Thank you.
Son, why I am always dealing with women problems.
From one side - my sisters problems.
They are both bad. Who knows what they are gonna do.
You life doesn't want us to hang out because I may take you to a wrong path.
What this has to do with it son.
She listened how she should act as a married woman.
What she heard? - Women talk all the time.
Really, like we don't do it.
We are talking only between us. Their location is a lot longer.
Who knows what they told her.
She is worried that I will ruin you. She is right.
Why she would be right? She was silent till the wedding.
If you have some mind - don't get married.
When you show your childrens photos you don't think like that.
This is another story.
I've been all day at work now I am going home.
When it tells you "dad" and the whole world stops.
How do you know? - You are so weird.
You all are talking the same.
But marriage... Do you know what marriage is?
Responsobility. - Yes.
This comes from Chetin, who's woman
agrees not to see her boyfriend.
One has nothing to do with the other.
The woman you left.
What did she say so she ruined you reputation so much?
She said something? We talked just today.
I said nothing to anyone and she already told everyone.
You had so many women, how you didn't get to know them?
Don't ever play with their ego.
We put the end but nothing is over.
Then we start thinking where we are at this point.
If they wanna stay with us we are closing our ears and run away.
In the past our grandparents met randomly.
And we are ruining our realationships
and running from our past.
We are brave and smart.
Do you know what's the biggest problem in the realationships nowadays?
Whatever makes our life easer is already old.
And in this big world we turn into lonely people.
Don't talk too much. In two weeks is the wedding.
No, Cobra is getting married.
We will go together.
How? - Catch you!
Did you write your name on the bride's shoe?
Not doing it. Give it to me. - Ok come here. I will give it to you.
Promise. I will give it to you. Come on.
Are we goint at my place? - We will. How are you gonna walk?
I will walk. - Bye bye.
Drink a coffe? - I remember the last time you went home alone.
I will come and sleep in your bed.
Открих една истина, която ме прави щастлив.
Има една жена… Нейните очи,
нейните ръце ме спасяват от живота, който не искам да живея.
Толкова я харесвам. Тя ме научи да се събуждам с желание.
Alo, where are you?
Not sure. Don't remember anything for last night.
We didn't sleep together, don't worry.
This ain't scare me.
Come on get a shower and make a coffe.
Got bagels and coming at your place. - Ok.
So, what happend next?
Then I put you in bed and you said: "Deria, I love you so much."
Said the truth. - And then I left.
Why? You should've stayed. - Had work early in the morning.
Give to me too.
In fact... I agree. - About what?
I accept your offer. - What?
To get married.
We will get married, have a child and then divorce.
Ok, so you agree? Really?
Yes. - Deria, see.
You are just excited from the wedding.
It's all from the wedding. Dancing and all the stuff.
But if you give up - No, I won't.
I am serious! But be faster.
Ok,ok. What to do?
You will ask for my hand from my parents.
Only we will know, will make a baby,
and then divorce. Ok? - Ok, ok, ok.
And then divorce. Ok.
I will call my lawyer and ask him to make a contract.
Don't want you to take the child from me.
Don't worry it will be like in the contract.
You will be the mother, I the father.
The kid will be part from you.
Why I would take it from you? Ok. Then we are getting married.
I will be a father. What to do?
Deria, I will become a father. What to do?
I need to raise a beard or tummy.
What to do? - My father has a tummy too.
You will be my wife. My wife!
Wait. - Come here, my wife.
My beauty. My wife. Ain't you my wife?
Wait a little. You are too fast into your role. - Lower your voice. Talking with your husband.
You are acting like that because I don't have beard right?
I would act the same way. - Deria.
I am going to buy something for our child. Do you need something?
It's complicated. - Marriage?
Yes, ain't you tired? So much stuff.
Check this, check that. Give blood.
What's up. Like you've already been married. - You are talking about our marriage.
Ok, our marriage will be totally normal think about it this way.
Cheers. - Thank you.
Then I told myself. If Edje and Kerim don't let me in their home, what I am gonna do...
Then I got involved too... - They are really crazy.
Do you know. I suspected it but could get involved in all this.
You need to talk about those stuff. - I know it.
You spend all you live with your husband. How could you lie to him?
Looks like everyone knows about us...
Just think how much time you've been spending together.
You've been in love for a long time.
And this man gave up from so many women for you.
Many women were his target. - Edje, what are you talking about?
Ok, don't be mad at me. I will be witness at your wedding.
We have a new home and witness.
Ok you will be his witness, where is the woman power?
If I want will you be my witness? What we gonna do?
Then Cobra will be my withness. Let's drink for Cobra.
Don't pick him for witness. You may break up.
I think it's better to shut up.
You've been witness to many marriages.
Yeah, couple.
I was very surprised. - Why?
Everyone is saying that we've been in love for a long time without knowing it.
Only if they knew the truth.
What we gonna do with the wedding? - We will sign and this is it.
Thought women want a big wedding.
We can't lie to so many people.
No need my dad to cry from happines that I am getting married.
Then, honeymoon? - No Hakan. What honeymoon?
It will be something different. Already got the tickets.
Or people will know that it's all fake.
No one will find out. Neither of our families.
There is no one as smart as you.
Don't worry.
After so much work, honeymoon sounds good.
What we will do with "that"?
With the kid? I've been thinking about the same. - Thinking about me?
No, there is someone to think about me, Deria.
Hakan, we still have to sign the contract. You are warned!.
If you keep sleeping with other women...
I will kill you! - Ok, ok.
Ok, but we are going to honeymoon.
Then we will decide how to do the child.
If you want we can get help from doctor.
I have to ask for something else. This is really important!
Don't even dare to joke at our ceremony!
Am I stupid? - Just a little.
Marriage is not something funny.
Dear families,
friends and close pople to this wonderful couple.
You are welcome to the marriage ceremony of Derea and Hakan.
Do you agree to marrie Hakan Tekin?
Yes, I do.
Mr Hakan, do you agree to marrie Deria Kaplan?
Don't. Told you. If you keep doing this I won't give you a child. Police!
Agree.
I will sleep to get some energy. You should do the same.
Ok, but first I will look around…
Better lay here. Sleep a little.
This thing…
If you want we can do it other way.
What do you want?
You know me.
So… You know how I want it.
"You know me... So... You know how I want it." Naughty.
You are acting like me. Do it again, come on.
"You know me..."
In your eyes I am an idiot...
No, if you were I wouldn't marry you.
Just a little.
And I am thankful for it. Do me at least a little compliment.
Let's do this thing now.
Let's do it. - Ok.
Under the sheets. Come on, go under the sheets.
Ok.
Are you doing it from distance?
Just asking. Boy take off you pants.
Ok, girl.
Wait. Remove this...
Did it hurt? - No, we just started.
Wait, hand...
But we can't if you put your leg there...
Stay still. Remove your leg...
And you should...
Sorry.
Ok, what we gonna do? - Did you forget.
Forgot everything.
Ти си моят подарък от Бога.
Моята пролет, моето благовещение.
Понякога ме отнасяш, понякога ме изгаряш.
Ти си като глътка вода в пустинята.
Усмихвай се и заради двама ни.
Винаги се усмихвай така от душа.
Ти си тази, която придава цвят на живота ми.
Ти си тази, която обичам от цялото си сърце.
Ти си най-важното нещо за мен.
Изгубих се в твоите очи.
Времето спира, докато ти се любувам.
И без това главата ми се върти, опиянен съм, докато пия от устните.
Thought you did your plan and left me.
It's not so easy. You have responsibilities.
Talk with my lawyer.
First make me a breakfast.
In Amsterdam? - I woke up 2 hours ago in Amsterdam.
Thought I could find some honey and butter at least.
Yes, this is not Turkey.
Look at her beautiful and fit girl Eating honey and butter.
You want me to be starving?
You are hungty. Woke up hungry.
Запознахме се с теб и станахме близки.
Станахме две половинки от една ябълка.
Поканих те в своето сърце, а ти стана най-сладката ми болка.
Изгубих се в твоите очи.
Времето спира, докато ти се любувам.
И без това главата ми се върти, опиянен съм, докато пия от устните.
Ние сме като тенджера и капак в този свят.
Ти започни, а аз ще довърша.
Без да гледаме назад, озовахме се в града, наречен любов.
Не ме оставяй сам в него, моля те.
Нека партито започне, когато ти се усмихнеш.
Elif Zeyno. - What?
Letters to the loved one.
The wife of Djemal Surea is sick.
He is every single day with her in the hospotal, and writhing letters to her. All of them are here.
He has a son but wants a daughter too.
Named her Elif Zeyno, but she doesn't come.
So? - The name stays unused.
If we have a daughter,
we can name her Elif Zeyno.
If it's a boy?
If a boy, Djemal Surea.
Then we will hope to be a boy.
If it's a boy we will name it on you grandpa.
Are you freezing. - No.
What did your Djemal Surea say:
"If you are cold tell me honey. I will hug you stronger."
Am I your honey now? - My life.
Life.
What's this? Should I react normal?
I don't get why got married to Hakan. I get it for the child.
I kinda get it, but why him?
Why him?
Now I get it. He is responsible.
He shows you love and understands you.
Happend something that I haven't planned. - How's that?
When I think about her my breath stops.
How to describe it? She covers me when I am cold.
Can't explain you how impressed I am.
I found his poems. Wrote them secretly.
He is a bad poet. - He said that love is hormons.
It's a sickness. Did you visited a doctor?
I did. - So?
Are you making fun of me? See yourself.
Did he impressed you with poems?
No, with his character.You know women like romantic men
He got you Derea. Be careful.
So how they were? - What?
Poems. - Oh, no.
Not sure why but I love reading them.
You are scared not to fall to stong.
So you don't be dissappointed.
How are the things between you?
Marriage. What else?
Bad? Very bad? - We are going on therapy.
We decoded that the marriage is driving us crazy.
Come on brother. It's normal. - Yes, it is.
Did your grandma went to therapy?
She gave birth to one more child and forgot the problems. - No no...
You are mad because you are in such situation.
Marriage is complicated thing. I will help you.
Of course. I will see you too. You are still in honeymoon mode and still in the clouds.
Some day you will have a child. You will see then
are go gonna have time for poems when cleaning his butt.
Dear.
It's nothing. Sleep. - Want me to come?
No, no. - Thank you!
Told you to sleep. - Think it's easy?
What are you doing? - Not feeling well.
Couldn't fall a sleep. Decided just to stand up.
I am anxious. Think I am late...
What? - This.
Really? - Yes.
You are not gonna go alone. It's bad for you.
Idiot. Turn around.
I will stay here. Maybe our kid likes it.
I have this image in my mind...
I just want to see your smile,
Your eyes, to hear your voice.
My Mrs. My wife. - Left. Turn left.
Six more weeks. Let's do something.
The room is very important. We will do children room for the baby.
Wait. It's too early. We shouldn't.
No, no. There is nothing more important, than child's room.
We will buy a phone with great camera.
When someone asks about our kid will show him a picture.
I am not doing this. - I will be a father.
Let's go eat something.
I will be a father.
Deria take a photo with this daddy. I will be a father too.
Let the world see the happiest father!
Cool.
Can't you sleep? - I woke up.
I read somewhere...
A girl couldn't see well so it had to wear glasses.
His sister asked him: "What you didn't want to see so you broke your vision?"
So?
People who can't keep with the speed the world is spinning,
their mind gets sick.
And then?
And the one that doesn't understand love,
do their heart gets sick?
You made a discovery, honey.
But the time is not right now.
Let's sleep amd tomorrow we will talk more about it.
We will do it. Don't worry.
Sleep calm.
What's the important thing you want to talk about?
Our contract.
Didn't we do it to have a child?
Ok, we will have a child.
I am gonna leave...
Here...
There is no contract anymore, ok?
There is one in my home too. - Bring it.
I will rip it too. Am I not your husband?
You must do what I tell you. Bring it.
What happened with you life, your freedom...
You were talking that marriage is not for you...
What happend to all this?
It's all gone since I met love for firts time.
Like me...
What you? - No, nothing.
What are you doing?
I get it. - What?
Why there are so many women after you.
You smell. You smell really nice.
Reall smell You still haven't felt it.
If you could smell yours
I don't smell so bad. - My dear.
See all this beauty.
It's beautiful. - Is Djiganhir coming Mrs. Safiye?
She went for the furniture. She will come once she is done with her work.
Daughter you are pregnant. Be careful. - It's true Deria. What are you doing?
Don't overract. We are champions.
Deria, don't push it too hard. - I am ok, what do you want?
Ok, then run and jump,
in 6 month you can climb trees.
Nice joke. Exactly what I need.
This is for you own good my child. - I am perfect.
Why are you looking me this way? Come on sister.
Thank you. - See I did this.
- Those are for Derea. Just look at it.
Mom. - Deria.
Mom are you crying.
Aunt Nevin, nothing to cry about.
She is looking at them and crying.
Mom it's just a knit.
She is crying for real.
We were buying same things for her.
Don't cry. - Deria!
I will cry too...
Mom you won't be there when I am giving birth.
Yes aunt Nevin you won't be. - Thinking about it from now?
When they put me in a room, then you will come.
Kubra, can you come? I can't deal with this.
Interesting, what have you done?
You are all I have in my life.
Don't hold you breath.
This is the most beautiful painting.
You are like a flower, coming from a waterfall of love . My love.
My endless...
All I have in my life is yours.
Bon Apetit.
Hakan. - Honey?
I think it's starting. - What?
It's starting. Hakan pick me. Pick me.
Hold, hold. - Ok, ok. Calm down.
Stay! - Ok. Are you ok?
Take the bag. We need to go. - What?
Are you okay? Sit here. I am going for the bag and we are leaving.
Hakan, call for taxi. - Ok, coming. I am calling.
Stand up. Stand up. - Hold me.
Sorry. Please forgive me. - It's all okay.
Wait. Wait. - Is the taxi here?
Don't worry. - We have everything in the bag right?
Yes I took everything. Put this.
Hakan! - Ok, don't scare me my rose.
Wait, wait. Ok.
I am ready. I am ready. Come here. Come, dear.
Hold to me.
Honey, I am coming. - No, we already talked about it.
Hold this. See you soon.
Here are the result from your test.
There is a problem with your heart It's dangerous to give birth.
Video for unborn child? - This is investment in the future.
Your heart is already weak, this may cost your life.
There is a giand risk when giving birth.
You need 2.5 l. blood.
The power you will need to go thru giving birth,
won't come back to you.
If you are smart you won't take the risk
You will give birth and then we will separate.
So if I want to have child I have to do it as soon as possible?
Yes, but I don't advice you to do it! - I accept your offer.
Can I talk with the doctor alone?
At least one more person need to know this.
Don't worry. - Are you sure?
This is a giand risk, dear. - Do you think I don't know it?
Motherhood changes women.
If it's a girl? - If it's a girl you will name it.
Elif Zeyno. - Even if it's hard
Me, as your friend and doctor
Will ask you to make your decision with your heart
We will get married, have a child and separate.
What? - Trust me, we tried really hard
but we counldn't do anything else. - Wait, wait.
What means "We lost her"? We came for giving birth.
Are we talking about the same Derea.
Short with hair like gold.
Are we talking about the same person?
Рискът… - What risk doctor?
I am talking about Deria.
I am talking about the most beautiful smell in the world!
The most beautiful smile! This is my girlfriend - Deria.
My best friend!
Actually not...
Daddy, daddy, daddy...
Deria, see, we are here...
We are here...
Our friends.
See Deria, daddy is here too. He is sad too.
And mom... We are all here, Deria.
Mom!
This is the firt video from the all I will record from now on.
I started doing them when all was good
This is the first recording and it's for you.
Hakan, this video is special for you.
First of all I want to ask you to forgive me.
If I can calm down myself...
Hakan, there are two roads in front of me.
First - while I am giving but it's possible...
to die
And leave you alone with our child
Or we both will watch this video and smile
I am ready to everything so you can
watch the records with our child one day.
Because the child continues persons life.
It will be a part of my soul. Part of me will keep living.
Now I am dreaming of both us watching this video.
But if I am not there,
and if you are still sad, know, I am not sorry at all.
I decided to have a child.
My pain should be less but...
Things didn't go the way I wanted.
You...
Hakan, I fell in love so hard into you.
You love me so much too. I mean, we...
We love each other so much.
When we are reading books, we underline that
we like, and then secretly reading it.
Finishing our sentences.
And if you didn't make me an offer we would never go thru this.
And I would never experience this in my life.
If the doctor didn't tell me about the risk,
maybe my days would be normal and boring.
I could live like this till the end of my days.
Exactly when I found the meaning of my life
and the other part of my soul.
It's stange but I am not sorry,
because I spent the best moments in my life.
Before recording this video I took help from a specialist.
For now don't tell our daugheter that I am her mother.
Tell her that I am a relative from abroad.
Because...
This is not to forget about me.
I won't forget you. I won't.
I don't know what I will do without your eyes.
Now I recall you smell.
I know that rain is coming after spring,
and I die with the buterflies..
No...
It's not so easy to leave.
No...
It's not that easy to be an angel.
Song.
Song
Today is your first day at school. Are you excited?
A little. Are you hungry? - Yes, she is.
If you woke up so early then you wanna hear what I have to say.
Yes. - Actually this is about you too.
Daddy don't have to know everything. Sometimes only we can talk.
Right? Probably you've learned to read already.
Probably you dad is reading you poems sometime...
I love you so much, Elif Zeyno. How much do you love me?
So much...
I love you so much too!
Enjoy school. See you soon.
Translated By: *Someone you need to thank to.